Ergh

I had my fill, now it's time to get used to being so tight again. I like it, however it's also frustrating when you're STARVING and just want to eat!  The good thing about it is that you eat little and you are over it in no time. Sweet!

The doctor that saw me was very impressed with how much I've lost since October. He seemed crazy impressed actually and I don't know whether he was just putting it on to make me feel good.  Feeling good went out the window when he used the needle to search for my port and then slipped over the edge and the needle got pushed down in me with brute force.. second time lucky (lucky for him, that is, I was ready to punch him...lol)

The dietitian said I need to eat more fruit.  Yes, it's barely non existent at the moment and apples make me hungry so I stay away from those.  Might have to get some bananas or something. I love mango's...om nom nom but I'm scared that some will slip past my tongue and will cause me grief.

I couldn't be arsed cooking last night (I was only going to make mash for myself and something else for my bf) but we went and bought chinese instead.  I had about a spoon full of rice over an hour.  Pretty disasterous considering I was so hungry.

I had porridge for breakfast this morning as it's nice and soft...struggled a little with my tablet this morning, but it went down ok after about 5 minutes aaaaaaaaand dinner time tonight I should be back to normal food, but I'll take it easy for a while as I'm pretty sure I'll struggle with red meat for a while.

First 24 hours is careful for me after a fill because I swell pretty bad, I've noticed.

I'm actually enjoying the tight feeling again. I've had two pieces of ravioli so far for lunch and I'm getting the slow-going-down feeling that I enjoy. The way I was before this fill, although I could still only eat about a cup, I could definitely eat faster and finish my meal pretty quickly. I'd always pace myself, just by telling myself to do so.. but obviously not as fast as you HAVE to do when you're feeling quite tight.

Anyway, I forgot to mention that I lost 900g last week.  Weight in again in two nights time. I'm not too good with updating this thing on time at the moment, because we just moved house. But at least I haven't stopped altogether :)