Le sigh. +400gm this week. It's gotta be the fact I havent been drinking water or exercising. It's been SO HARD! gotta kick my ass into gear... I only have 30 to go and I'm over 40 down...


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lost 200gm last week.

yep, that's it.

I've been pretty bad though, so I dunno.... happy I haven't put on, but even though I know it's my own fault, not happy that I'm just staying the same. Bah!

It's got to be too much dairy now. And to think I wasn't getting enough a while back.

Probably the fact most of that dairy is ice cream... (because i struggle during the day with most foods and when i get home I'm like "well i need to have something" and then I have too much of it...i'm only talking like 2 scoops (rather big scoops)... but its the.best.ice.cream.ever.....and probably the highest calories in it too lol

grrrrrrrrr

my own fault....

And again..

Another week of no loss... at least there was no gain.

Kinda shitty about it though. bah!  So close to double digits!!!! 12kg... come the f*** on!

put on

put on 100gms.  not bad for a gain, but I'm not too disappointed seeing as I had such a good loss last week.

Cross fingers next week is better. :)

:O

so... I got this last night...

White gold engagement ring.... :D I got proposed too!

It was really romantic. He took me up into the hills just after sunset with a view of the city as the lights were coming on.  He said lots of lovely things and put the ring on my finger and asked if I would marry him.

I said yes of course! :)

starting to manage better

It's about 4 weeks down I think since my last fill.

I'm starting to be able to handle food better now, so hoping I will be near normal eating again soon.

I've been having to boost my points by going back to whole dairy, etc. That has been working fine, but I'm looking forward to eating MORE and eating HEALTHIER in general.

I got half a chicken and salad sandwhich down for lunch today.

That's the most I've eaten at one time in weeks.  I saved the other half for later, because it was so yummy :)

I'm at a fairly nice restriction, so I'm hoping I will stay like this for a while. I hate getting looser and being so hungry all the time.

Hugs all... xx