I guess I shouldn't be worried if I did have a gain... it would be the first one in 17 weeks and I'm sure that it wouldn't be much... (can you tell I can't get this off my damn mind???)
I guess the thought of putting on scares me now... I went through such a struggle in the beginning with all my complications (before and after surgery) and to be over 35kg down already is such a blessing.
I went onto the yahoo aus forums the other day and there was one bloke who had his surgery the same month as me (Oct 09) and he had already lost 63kg and was at goal.... wtf??? I know Men lose weight A LOT quicker than us girlies... but 63 kg in 9 months is crazy!
I dunno... I suppose after my initial loss of 15kg with pre-op and liquid/mushies the extra 20kg in 5-6 months is pretty good.... 18kg of those in the last 17 weeks (3-4months?) thanks to WW and tracking though.. so I suppose that's pretty good.
Rambling sorry..
I just caaaaaaaan't get this out of my heaaaaaaaadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd....
Continuing on from my last comment on my last post... my food intake for the last week has been SO good, once again up until desert time... even including the milo's I've managed to be around the 18-20pt mark after my afternoon tea and generally my dinner is only 4-5pts (I have 25 a day atm).... so then I have my meal... and generally sit around 22-25pts... and then I have something fucking stupid for desert.. lol just kill me now! I did soooooooooooooo well for a few months after my surgery, not wanting desert... actually could leave a tub of ice cream in the freezer for weeks and not touch it... but i dunno... the last month or so it's every night (and mostly thanks to my bf who loves his desert)....(when i dont care, he wants it, when he doesn't care, i want it... thus usually every night lol)
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh ok... i should get back to work.
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I am in that oct 09 group. I haven't posted there in some time. They depress me LOL. They all seem to lose so quick. Its crazy, they seem to just melth the fat off them. You are so lucky you have had so much losses and no put on's. I have had so many stuck times. But I just tell myself, maybe my skin won't be as saggy as those that are losing it really quickly. (i have to tell myself something lol)
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